I don't really know what I'm doing with my life at this moment, and this will probably end up being complete rambles about everything that's going on in my mind and such, so I'm just warning you. I put The Youth on repeat on Grooveshark, I love this song so much, I think it is my favorite.
So, today was a normal day. Really, completely normal. Except I talked more at lunch and I know I sound like a real loser, but I'm proud of myself because I just want to make more friends that actually go to my school, even though there are only like 3 seconds left of my high school career, but whatever. I had cheer practice, and I saw the new dance we're going to learn for senior night. It looked pretty freaking awesome, I CANNOT wait to learn it. :3 I want to ask my coach if I can fly at senior night. I'm typically a base, but I really just want to fly at my last game, ever... I hope I can! Anyways, our school won the basketball game, it was pretty close, I'm pretty proud.
This girl on my team told me that she had a dream about me and this one girl who I used to be what I thought good friends with. We were on Jerry Springer, fighting over my ex-boyfriend, who is her current boyfriend. I just think that's insanely funny, because she can have him, ew, lmao.
Anyways, I have to write this in Notepad because for some reason it won't let me type on blogger and it won't let me even think about posting so I might have to post this tomorrow but I don't know. Ugh, whatever. Next rambling topic...
I kind of had a crush on this girl, but I think that's gone away now. I don't know, nothing would ever happen, I just like having crushes :3 heheh. And, I have a crush on this one boy, but I don't think anything will ever happen because I don't like making conversation and I don't think he likes texting and that's the only way we could ever really talk because we don't go to school together. But he's always busy anyways and I don't know. I don't think anything would happen. But, I think that about everything. I kind of just want to find someone that I can have fun with right now, but then again I really don't know what I want... I'm so confused about everything.
So, I'm going to get ready for bed, I believe, and then I think I'm actually going to get into bed before 12 AM. I really need to clean my room but my mental exhaustion is pretty crazy right now, and I'm just going to bring my APES book to school tomorrow so I can finish that and my Pre-Calc homework so I'll only have Computer Graphics to work on tomorrow at home so maybe I can nap after the game and then I can wake up and clean my room and such and I don't know...
I think having this whole 365 days blog is going to be awesome in a year, to look back on my last semester of high school, and then looking at my first semester of college. I don't know, I'm going to be a completely different person then, and perhaps I'll evolve in my writing and be a better writer, but I'm really not asking much out of this besides to prove to myself I can do something, hehe. :3
Well, I guess I'm off, even though I really want to continue writing... But, I really don't have much to talk about, besides I could tell you in detail my day but I'd prefer to not make you snooze. ;]
OH WAIT, today I wrote a Pledge of Allegience, but I'm too lazy to open my backpack so I'll tell you what it is tomorrow, and I'll probably base my whole post off of that and my new years resolutions.
Love always,
Me.
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